Dec 12, 2005 19:31
school today was really, really, really, really, really boring. all we did in world history was preseny our idiotic powerpoints. biology was decent but i got homework so im not happy. and math we just didnt do anything so it was ok but still sucked. i ask myself everyday, why do i even get out of bed? ive come to the conclusion that its a combination of A. because my mom makes me, 2. because i get to see my friends at school, D. it gives me a reasone to get out of the house, and lastly, 4. if i didnt go to school my mom would make me do stuff around the house which wouldnt be fun. so i go. which sucks.
well, my brain feels like exploding. some many things that i have been thinking about. like these feelings i have. feelings i have never felt before. feelings i never thought i would feel. its strange. im confused.
another thing, will i ever get over the first? will the want ever go away? will have these feelings forever? if only there was a way to know. but nobody knows. not exactly at least. the general vote is that no, the feelings wont go away. and i think thats ok. o well. whatever.
i think i might go take a shower. or whatever. showers are fun. i like getting clean;) well, time for me to go.
Lick Noomis