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why is it that when you feel like shit you listen to depressing music.
ive got this playlist of stuff that chills me out, but when u feel like crap an listen to it, it just makes you worse.
edit. the worst song for this ever is nothing came out by the moldy peaches. the bit "your probably holding hands with some skinny pretty girl" lol i always think like that, i love kimya dawson!
ive just started crying over something so stupid.
i feel like crap.
my life is so shit lately, like it feels like whats the point when its so borin(lol this is all in a non suicidey way), seriously everyday is the same, its drivin me mad, atleast if i was in uni id have somethin to do & i only work weekends, i just dont know whats going on, i hate how predictable everything is.
i remember when kelly used to go about how shit life was to me all the time and now i know what she means.
i just need a hobby or somethin incredibly amazing to happen to me within the next 24hrs but i cant see it happening.
ahhhhhhhhhhh.
hahaha i feel embarrassed re-reading that whole thing, god i sound like a whiny little 15yr old.
ill be ok soon, i just need to go somewhere.
ive got this playlist of stuff that chills me out, but when u feel like crap an listen to it, it just makes you worse.
edit. the worst song for this ever is nothing came out by the moldy peaches. the bit "your probably holding hands with some skinny pretty girl" lol i always think like that, i love kimya dawson!
ive just started crying over something so stupid.
i feel like crap.
my life is so shit lately, like it feels like whats the point when its so borin(lol this is all in a non suicidey way), seriously everyday is the same, its drivin me mad, atleast if i was in uni id have somethin to do & i only work weekends, i just dont know whats going on, i hate how predictable everything is.
i remember when kelly used to go about how shit life was to me all the time and now i know what she means.
i just need a hobby or somethin incredibly amazing to happen to me within the next 24hrs but i cant see it happening.
ahhhhhhhhhhh.
hahaha i feel embarrassed re-reading that whole thing, god i sound like a whiny little 15yr old.
ill be ok soon, i just need to go somewhere.