Sep 03, 2003 19:05
maybe if people don't always try to take their shit on other people all the time maybe others wouldn't get mad. i swear i sit here and have to take all of her shit when she gets stressed and gives me an attitude but when i get stressed or upset i can't do shit but sit here and smile. and why does it matter if i wanna watch a stupid reality show?!? or if i wanna talk to my friend on the fone?!?
i don't get it. if you are talking to your friend on the fone for like who knows how long its oki yet when i talk to my friend on MY FUCKING CELL PHONE its a big issue about this and that...and why is it that everyone is now calling her on the T-Mobile fone?! wtf is that shit about?!? i thought no one was suppose to get the number to it? fucking bull shit i swear.
If i wanna deal with my financial problems my way...then let me deal with it my way. because i don't have mommy and daddy to support me doesn't mean that i want to let shit slide the way it is. but since i don't have mommy and daddy to support me i have to deal with my financial problems the way i deem fit.
You know what...maybe if i didn't feel like you are always disrespecting me by belittling me or making me feel small so you can raise your own self esteem then i wouldn't cuss you out. Everyday i feel as though you always have to make fun of me in some sort of way to make you feel better no matter what kinda of crap you say. you know that certain things makes me upset and moody yet you continue to keep at it never seem to let up.
if you want respect give me respect rite back. its a two way road. stop making me feel like shit and i'll stop cussing you out. its funny how after almost 2 years of me telling you that i don't like certain things, you don't stop mocking me or making me feel like crap, you continue to keep at it.
ASK ME WHY I GET PISSED OFF SO MUCH. I'LL TELL YOU WHY. but then again you prolly won't listen, the only time i feel that we can talk and have you listen is when i get pissed, but after about a week you're rite back to your old habits again. you keep saying that i don't change but you don't help it either. if you want me to change then you gotta change your ways too.