May 21, 2008 17:36
I'm so sick of fucking hearing
"Well i think you made the right decision."
or
"She wouldn't have wanted to live like that. You did the right thing."
What the FUCK.
I didn't make any goddamn decision!!!
She went BRAIN DEAD.
You do not get to decide whether a person goes on living after they are brain dead.
You do not get to ask the hospital to keep someones organs going on life support.
The shit was going to be turned off whether I liked it or not.
This WAS NOT like terri schaivo or some shit.
If there was any chance of my baby coming back don't you think I would've done everything in my power to keep her here?!?!
If I could have I WOULD HAVE kept her organs going hoping that a miracle would have happened.
I didn't get to choose anything except whether or not I was in the room when they unplugged the life support.
P.S. Myspace is hell right now. I'm staying off it for a while.