Feb 25, 2004 21:13
Okay, so today equals very good. Mainly due to late night antics which I never partake in because no one drives besides Daniele and I don't see her too much out of school but God help me I love my brother's ex girlfriend, which I think I can call my actual friend now! Well, today was good. The morning was good, I got a 94% on my oral report. I stinking rock, but cannot pronounce "episcopal". Some guy gave me a back rub and he has been labeled the gay kid at school. But he hangs out with us and he is straight. He is pretty cool actually. I feel bad for him, so many people give him so much crap.
I realized that I love the rain a lot. And that my dad always thinks I do drugs and I have never even seen drugs in person. He always hugs me and smells me after I am out with someone. I don't mind, I haven't done anything for my parents to grow angry at me.
Okay, purity week makes me feel like Satan. It is awful, I haven't even done anything near to sexual. But man, I always feel like scum walking out of it. They keep nailing in our heads that masterbation is a sin, or that it leads to sin. I guess I see their point. But, I don't know, it seems a little over the top.
Anyway, much thanks to Laura for even considering inviting me. I am very glad I went. I almost didn't go because I thought my parents would be pissed, I am very glad I went. We played some kind of dodge ball game. It was fun but all the little kids hated me and took to throwing the balls at my crotch and chin. That kind of hurt. Bad memories of dodgeball in 8th grade and getting nailed in No No Land with a volleyball. Well, after the service and whatnot we went to RiteAid, and sang Dashboard on the way. I didn't know who it was at first, but Laura has a really good, pretty voice. And her friends rock. Alexis is a major stud despite not allowing people to go to the bathroom. And Taryn is very nice. Anyway, I had hella fun. Hopefully we can do it again.
Work Saturday 8:45-2. In the morning! My dad is taking me out earlier to drive the freeways, and eat at Babe's. I look forward to it somewhat. Dancing later that night with Daniel G. Total disco, ladies night! Well, I will take pictures for sure, but come visit me at work my babies! I would be most grateful and you can have a hug, male or female.
Sunday we see the Passion with my family and Sal Palada, my old friend and old youth group counselor. One of the only indians I have ever known, and he is seriously one of the best guys ever. Including Josh, who is the best guy ever!
And I so badly want to relive tonight....