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W o r t h y .
I always believed that people deserved what they could get. others deserve things they shouldn't have but receive them anyways. I always felt that to deserve something you had to earn it. but little did i learn that to deserve something you needed to be worthy of it in the first place.
I felt like i deserved many things, like a father, attention, respect. but little did i know i was being selfish and foolish to the point it completely passed me without notice. last night made me realize how lucky i am and how morally up kept i am with myself in terms of recognizing what i have and what i deserve, and that i deserve what i get.
It took me last night, to look my best friend in the eyes, with tears running down her face, to remind her of all that she is great for, and that she deserves the world due to so many accomplishments and so many generous things she has offered to others over herself. Standing there, spitting out words and advice and everything of my knowledge, to her who needed to hear it. She made me see the beauty of life, and how things are given to those who wait. it finds them unexpectedly and wraps its arms around them so tight that you cant bare to let it go.
Thank you my friend, for showing me what it is to deserve the best things in life. like friendship, love and the occasional tears of joy to share. thank you for listening to me when you needed it the most - thanks for the attention you had given to me.
Don't ever forget how worthy you are, and how much you deserve for yourself, because this one gift you've been given, is the greatest gift of all, and for that - you deserve it more than anyone i know.
i always have your back for more reasons than one, whether they be foolish or threatening i am here to listen and i am here to take care of you. not only are you strong and independent, you are brave and commendable. you are valued so highly by the ones you love, always remember that love. don't ever forget that.<3
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