regrets come in hordes.
So, here it was. The night I had looked forward to for weeks had come. It all started off great, I looked suave in suede. Dana was absolutely beautiful. I could have fallen over when we walked out of the car.
Superdawg was fun. But frankly, the best times were had just sitting in the car driving for long, LONG stretches of time and listening to my special Homecoming mix. Dana started feeling sick and seemed to be isolating herself, and I had no idea what to do about it. So it just worsened from there, she was basically silent at the cottage, so my excitement was gone. Oh well, I gave my hopes up yet again.
At tonight's show I will be expecting nothing except huge disappointment.
"fuck it. why did I bother"
Superdawg was fun. But frankly, the best times were had just sitting in the car driving for long, LONG stretches of time and listening to my special Homecoming mix. Dana started feeling sick and seemed to be isolating herself, and I had no idea what to do about it. So it just worsened from there, she was basically silent at the cottage, so my excitement was gone. Oh well, I gave my hopes up yet again.
At tonight's show I will be expecting nothing except huge disappointment.
"fuck it. why did I bother"