the red isn't the red we painted it its just rust
i'm feeling a little more satisfied, a little more deserving at the moment. all i have left is my spanish final and two days. i pack and study tomorrow, and on monday i pack some more, take my test, sell my books (maybe i can do that sunday), buy vidal his christmas present, and head out.
i'm tired. its starting to feel like those kinds of days where you get up, do nothing, go to bed, not even paying attention to the passage of days. or maybe it only felt that way for a moment. i can be easily deceived sometimes. but i am tired.
yesterday we went to barnes & noble after dinner. i got the first volume of hellsing, two volumes of blame! and american psycho. love that place. the manga of hellsing is a couple billion times better than the anime, though having the soundtrack in my head and crispin freeman's voice does enhance the reading experience. blame! is interesting, i've already finished the first volume. i was done in by the artwork, rather giger-esque, but more gritty. it would make a sweet anime. not a lot of dialogue, very strange, but i'm liking it so far. i figure i might commit myself to manga if i buy them one at a time as they come out, aptly ignoring how expensive that habit is.
i've been using my tarot cards recently, got some interesting readings. i should really get back into the habit. today i managed, despite not thinking of anything particular at all, a spread of four cards that all meant the same thing. i did a spread on intimate endeavors and it was rather bitter. and i did one on my classes next semester because i've been feeling a little apprehensive about my choices. didn't tell me a damn thing. they haven't been the sweetest things but they certainly seem on the right track.
i'm tired. its starting to feel like those kinds of days where you get up, do nothing, go to bed, not even paying attention to the passage of days. or maybe it only felt that way for a moment. i can be easily deceived sometimes. but i am tired.
yesterday we went to barnes & noble after dinner. i got the first volume of hellsing, two volumes of blame! and american psycho. love that place. the manga of hellsing is a couple billion times better than the anime, though having the soundtrack in my head and crispin freeman's voice does enhance the reading experience. blame! is interesting, i've already finished the first volume. i was done in by the artwork, rather giger-esque, but more gritty. it would make a sweet anime. not a lot of dialogue, very strange, but i'm liking it so far. i figure i might commit myself to manga if i buy them one at a time as they come out, aptly ignoring how expensive that habit is.
i've been using my tarot cards recently, got some interesting readings. i should really get back into the habit. today i managed, despite not thinking of anything particular at all, a spread of four cards that all meant the same thing. i did a spread on intimate endeavors and it was rather bitter. and i did one on my classes next semester because i've been feeling a little apprehensive about my choices. didn't tell me a damn thing. they haven't been the sweetest things but they certainly seem on the right track.