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[drunkenambie]

And suddenly I become a part of your past
I'm becoming the part that don't last
I'm losing you and its effortless
Without a sound we lose sight of the ground
In the throw around
Never thought that you wanted to bring it down
~The Fray "Over My Head"~

I close my eyes when I get too sad
I think thoughts that I know are bad
Close my eyes and I count to ten
Hope it’s over when I open them

I want the things that I had before
Like a star wars poster on my bedroom door
I wish I could count to ten
Make everything be wonderful again

Close my eyes when I go to bed
And I dream of angels who make me smile
I feel better when I hear them say
Everything will be wonderful someday

You can smile with all those tears in your eyes
Tell me everything is wonderful now

I laugh aloud so my friends won’t know
When the bell rings I just don’t wanna go home

Go to my room and I close my eyes
I make believe that I have a new life
I don’t believe you when you say
Everything will be wonderful someday

I don’t wanna hear you say
That I will understand someday

I just want my life to be the same
Just like it used to be
Some days I hate everything
I hate everything
Everyone and everything
~Everclear "Wonderful"~

i am obsessed with the first song and i LOVE the lyrics to the second one. *sigh* this is how i'm feeling nowadays.