ignore this
am down.
am not sure why exactly but increasingly lacking enthusiasm about whole bday thing. even the weekend of picnic's is not as exciting as shoould be. not sure why i bothered to send out all invites.
so a weekend at home without seve was good but it was very intense and came back to sale feeling pretty drained. am just waiting for angry surgeon to ask where we were yesterday instead of at ward rounds. oh well.
no one will come most likely to party's.
why am i even bothered.
feel so so DUMB coz am lost in a sea of med stuff. and unattractive. and unloved. and just down.
sorry to whinge.
am not sure why exactly but increasingly lacking enthusiasm about whole bday thing. even the weekend of picnic's is not as exciting as shoould be. not sure why i bothered to send out all invites.
so a weekend at home without seve was good but it was very intense and came back to sale feeling pretty drained. am just waiting for angry surgeon to ask where we were yesterday instead of at ward rounds. oh well.
no one will come most likely to party's.
why am i even bothered.
feel so so DUMB coz am lost in a sea of med stuff. and unattractive. and unloved. and just down.
sorry to whinge.