May 23, 2006 04:33
I molded back into this existence. The resilience of my thoughts astounded me as I stared off blankly into the unaware. Am I really this being, was I not cast in flesh and bone to serve a better purpose. I have spent my time down on my knees, screaming for the acceptance of my fellow gods but it was only until now that when I found my body floating loftily amongst the shadows of my resurrected nightmares, born only through the eyes of a superior intellect. On the surface there are only scars, but it is only within the membrane of the human mind structure that we find we are really this elastic substance being stretched beyond our limits and for what? To serve, to wait, to follow? I am the leader, I am Omega, I am the influence, take me as a drone of my own subconscience as you drag me down into the pits of eternal suffering. Shake me from this world, take me from this 5th dimension of thought. I have become lost and can no longer find the anwser. Free me of this body, free me of this physical structure, which drags me, binds me, tares me piece by piece, only to leave me sucking the smoke of my own ashes, left dreaming only of my second chance.