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I walk outside, down the wrinkled driveway to that simple little mailbox. The flag was up at sunrise, now its sunset and its down again. The mailman must have come today, maybe ill get what ive been waiting for since that day so long ago. No, not this time. I'll check again tomorrow, and the next and the next like ive always done and always will. Ill keep hoping for that letter from Home, reporting some news ive been longing to hear. I dont care what about just anything right now will do. All i want is a message, proof that You still care, that You're still there. Any sort of sign is all i need, a simple wisper on the breeze saying something to me, maybe, "We love you, We miss you, We just can't wait to see you." Is that so much to ask? Maybe it is, I mean I know You've sent me other things. This house, this family and this earthly love, and I thank you for that. But sometimes I feel lost in this world, I dont belong here, and these people around me. They tell me the map you sent me is wrong now, they say with time things change, and so the Guide must change as well. I know not to trust them but Its so hard sometimes. And i truly believe in the depths of my heart that a simple letter will ignite the spark, and I'll become strong once again, once again, once again.