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Well today's a sucky day. People make me mad.
First of all is Michelle. Who I see sign on yesterday for the first time in ages, and I find it quite ironic that I have to be sitting there and see her screenname pop up on someone else's buddy list. But the worst part is that she happened to look at my subprofile, so which totally made me mad. She gave up all rights to look in on my life when she lied to me, when she betrayed me, when she fucked up. She has no right to be looking in there, whether she be looking in to see whether or not I've written about her, or whether or not she was checking up on my life. None of it's her business because the only thing remotely her business would be writing about her, but I haven't. Nothing in my profile was about her, she had no right to be in there. That's my life, my life with out her. Who gave her the right to check up on my life the moment I'm fine with out her, when I can finally see her and not get angery, when I can hear her name and not want to smack the person who said it. So why'd she have to write her name in my profile for me to see and to bring up memories. Agh
Then there's Stacey. She says she cares and that she wants me to be happy and what not. But she doesn't act like it. Like today, ooo I was mad, me and Sam were joking around and took up the whole seat thing, and she comes in says she hates us and that she wasn't joking. And fact is, I'm not going to put myself out there to care. If you're going to say that, I'm going to take you seriously, but I'm not going to put myself out there to see why. I can do this on my own, so if you're going to play little games, I'm just not going to do it. I can't do it. If you want to talk, talk. Don't tell me I'm "gay", don't tell me "no one likes me". If you want to be mad at me that's fine, but tell me why because I won't go searching for the reason. I'm done with those games. Done.
I'm still mad at Andre. He's stupid, he lies, he leads people on. He agh. Not even talking about him.
Yep well only 7 more school days. Rock the fuck on. And only 16 days until I leave for Florida! Whoop Whoop.
First of all is Michelle. Who I see sign on yesterday for the first time in ages, and I find it quite ironic that I have to be sitting there and see her screenname pop up on someone else's buddy list. But the worst part is that she happened to look at my subprofile, so which totally made me mad. She gave up all rights to look in on my life when she lied to me, when she betrayed me, when she fucked up. She has no right to be looking in there, whether she be looking in to see whether or not I've written about her, or whether or not she was checking up on my life. None of it's her business because the only thing remotely her business would be writing about her, but I haven't. Nothing in my profile was about her, she had no right to be in there. That's my life, my life with out her. Who gave her the right to check up on my life the moment I'm fine with out her, when I can finally see her and not get angery, when I can hear her name and not want to smack the person who said it. So why'd she have to write her name in my profile for me to see and to bring up memories. Agh
Then there's Stacey. She says she cares and that she wants me to be happy and what not. But she doesn't act like it. Like today, ooo I was mad, me and Sam were joking around and took up the whole seat thing, and she comes in says she hates us and that she wasn't joking. And fact is, I'm not going to put myself out there to care. If you're going to say that, I'm going to take you seriously, but I'm not going to put myself out there to see why. I can do this on my own, so if you're going to play little games, I'm just not going to do it. I can't do it. If you want to talk, talk. Don't tell me I'm "gay", don't tell me "no one likes me". If you want to be mad at me that's fine, but tell me why because I won't go searching for the reason. I'm done with those games. Done.
I'm still mad at Andre. He's stupid, he lies, he leads people on. He agh. Not even talking about him.
Yep well only 7 more school days. Rock the fuck on. And only 16 days until I leave for Florida! Whoop Whoop.