i wanna feel real........

[drunk_muffin]

I woke to find my dream asleep
beside the clock at half past ten
for what its worth i kissed her
then woke from death again

i left the house with god behind me
and walked a mile or nine
found a lopsided heart next to me
i knew that it was mine

she picked it up and kept it
then kissed my fingers eight
if you want them you can have them
someting to play with while you wait

another step to leave the ledge
just count my breaths till seven
the faster the ground comes up to hug you
the faster you meet heaven

a bounce and then im on my feet
my watch said it was six
it time to greet the fools at home
and play my parlor tricks

i asked a man for quarters
then picked his coat for five
broke my hand on his revolver
i watched him join his hive

i took the train to wonderland
got off at station four
they barred and locked the gate
so i kicked in the door

i met the saint of whiskey
we drank for my friends three
he questioned my truths of love and hate
and then he drank for me

i stumbled to my doorstep
on stately Foster 2
then turned around and walked away
down some other's avenue

far too short my journy was
and this was just day one
i thought of her and missed her most
but my tears will never come