HGFFGK;LSDFSA YA KNOWWWWWWW;;
its kinda sad that i only write in xanga/Lj usually when im sad/bored. so break is okay right now. i spend my weekend in NYC<333. it was amazing as usual. i bought a real louis vuitton bag, a scarf, and a poster from the show we saw (mamma mia) , after the show me met up with joni and her family; had dinner , then said goodbye walked around a little. i just love the city. it makes me feel great like im not just useless; fat sad girl. idk its either you love it or not. heres my thing- sometimes usually when im sad i want to do drugs but i dont want that to fuck my life because i want to get into a good college because i want to live in the city. yeah i know kinda sad that i allready planed my future. but you do need to have LOTS of money. oh well. everyone is away so im kinda stuck here. yesterday i went bowling and saffi was there also so we just talked. she feels the same way about school as me. makes me feel better to know im not the only one who hates school. i bought a straightener and it works pretty well. i think i might need a haircut; bc my hair is getting real long and it takes hours to do my hair. i want to finish my homework so later; i can go to the mall and see a movie. kinda pointless entry but somehow; it makes me feel better.