its been too long my friend
yeah well, its been like three months and i gotta get something off my chest and i guess this would be a good place to do it at one fifteen in the morning. i gotta have something seriously physcologicaly wrong with me. i've been dating this gal for a couple months. the sweetest, most wonderful person you could meet. never done anything wrong, always said the right thing and did the right thing. and the other day i broke it off with her.............why???? i don't know. its strange, the whole time i was alone and lonely i wished i was with someone.....but then when i had someone i wished i was alone. i care about her alot, but my mind only wants friendship. why??? could this be like the worst case of commentment issues ever????? ah hell who knows. God help me. fix my mind...... before i end up an old seventy year old man who never gave himself another real shot at a relationship and love. the end.