Mid Morning Ramblings from a Lunatic
... and he flies when he lies
down next to a cold replacement of
my basement is wet with tears I
drew in notebooks, ripped out and forgotten...
Okay, let's see... a formal apology is in order. For the past, eh, give or take months, weeks, years, Emily has been, shall we say, different than usual. The reasons are personal, public, easy to explain and completely mind-boggling all at once. I will however say that they are all manifested through me, therefore all of them are because of me. And I don't apologize for all of it, because I think it has made me better, able to appreciate more of what I have.
There are people in my life who love me, and for a little while, I didn't think I was deserving of that sort of caring. I realize now, that I am, and that everyone is. It's been hard for me to realize, and I've changed a lot because of it...
That said, I'm astonished to find that it's already November, fall is coming quickly, not as quickly as I'd like, but we are in Louisiana. The night falls a little earlier every day and for that I am very grateful. It is days like these that I miss my cat a little more. I'm going to look at trucks tonight, so if you know my father and what I'm up against, wish me luck. Here's to hoping that I stay in a posting mood :)
down next to a cold replacement of
my basement is wet with tears I
drew in notebooks, ripped out and forgotten...
Okay, let's see... a formal apology is in order. For the past, eh, give or take months, weeks, years, Emily has been, shall we say, different than usual. The reasons are personal, public, easy to explain and completely mind-boggling all at once. I will however say that they are all manifested through me, therefore all of them are because of me. And I don't apologize for all of it, because I think it has made me better, able to appreciate more of what I have.
There are people in my life who love me, and for a little while, I didn't think I was deserving of that sort of caring. I realize now, that I am, and that everyone is. It's been hard for me to realize, and I've changed a lot because of it...
That said, I'm astonished to find that it's already November, fall is coming quickly, not as quickly as I'd like, but we are in Louisiana. The night falls a little earlier every day and for that I am very grateful. It is days like these that I miss my cat a little more. I'm going to look at trucks tonight, so if you know my father and what I'm up against, wish me luck. Here's to hoping that I stay in a posting mood :)