Mar 24, 2005 19:50
Hey, everyone(or no one, meh).
I just got back from Florida yesterday, on a vacation with the marching band. We had business too, but it was mostly just playing around at Disney World. We were there since Friday. It was a lot of fun.
Anyway, relevent to the title of this entry, I'm not so happy right now. I feel really lonely. It's been nearly a year since I've had a girlfriend. Man, that's so sad. I guess it's my own fault. I'm not sure how it is, but it has to be, somehow. I just want someone to hold.
I've been told I'm "hot" by girls online, and it's not like I think they're lying, but no one at my school seems to agree. It's so very frustrating. Anytime a girl likes me, at least one other does. The last time someone had a crush on me, there were two other girls that admitted they liked me WITHIN THE WEEK. Why can't they just say so when they realize it to begin with? What good does it do them to admit it once I'm taken? Don't they realize that they'll probably be disappointed that way? Argh! You girls are so frustrating! T_T