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I'm a big mix of feelings right now. I have my excited part of me, then there's the anxious side. There's the side that likes home but there's the side that needs to get out. There's definitely a side tha wished that I could be different in some ways....but then there's a side that is happy with how I am now. There's the side that is content with life right now and then there is the side that still wants a bit more from it. It's really odd.
I worked all day today then went out and played bowling with some of the guys. That was basically my day. I got a nice 15 minute break over a period of 13 hours. I enjoy working sometimes. It keeps my mind occupied. See....when I have time to think my mind wanders. Wandering minds are bad. I think too much sometimes. I think too much about thinking too much. My mind has not settled for some time now. For a while i slept so much because that was the easiest way to escape it. then i started occupying my time. i did that for so long and now i have more time to relax...relaxing means thinking lol. I wish for a peace of mind.
I think sometimes I make things more complicated in my head than they really are. But I also wonder if I'm right sometimes. IDK. I just seem to be rambling now. I'm gonna head to bed. it's about that time lol
I worked all day today then went out and played bowling with some of the guys. That was basically my day. I got a nice 15 minute break over a period of 13 hours. I enjoy working sometimes. It keeps my mind occupied. See....when I have time to think my mind wanders. Wandering minds are bad. I think too much sometimes. I think too much about thinking too much. My mind has not settled for some time now. For a while i slept so much because that was the easiest way to escape it. then i started occupying my time. i did that for so long and now i have more time to relax...relaxing means thinking lol. I wish for a peace of mind.
I think sometimes I make things more complicated in my head than they really are. But I also wonder if I'm right sometimes. IDK. I just seem to be rambling now. I'm gonna head to bed. it's about that time lol