Wow.......two angry/upset entries......this is weird to me
Ya kno......I'm an asshole sometimes but there are times when I feel like my assholeness is justified. Like IDK, sometimes I just feel jipped. But that might just be me. IDK, I'm kinda hatin myself right now........yet.....idk. Sometimes it feels like some of the closest people around you don't even care.......I know it's not always the case. It just feels that way......especially when you're away from them. I guess some people set their priorities different.....idk.....I'm being an asshole right now. I'm gonna go ....bye
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So I have time to think about this as I am editing this at 1:30 in the mornin. I have to wonder.....why can't I as a person look past something that should be so small. IDK, for some reason these "small" things are bigger to me and the people I have talked to seem to think so too. So am I crazy? idk.... I kinda wish I could look past everything and never be upset by anything. It's much easier said than done for me......but for some people it seems to be very easy. craziness......I just wish there wasn't these conflicts and all this shit. All well. Love shall conquer.
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So I have time to think about this as I am editing this at 1:30 in the mornin. I have to wonder.....why can't I as a person look past something that should be so small. IDK, for some reason these "small" things are bigger to me and the people I have talked to seem to think so too. So am I crazy? idk.... I kinda wish I could look past everything and never be upset by anything. It's much easier said than done for me......but for some people it seems to be very easy. craziness......I just wish there wasn't these conflicts and all this shit. All well. Love shall conquer.