oh boy
havent updated in awhile, I keep forgetting I even own one of these anymore. whoops. anyways alot has went down and I am not happy with most of it. yesturday was a great day until I came home. school was good for the most part. then when I did come home people started flipping out on me and saying things that werent true. It turned into a waste of time so I decided to stop talking to some people for now. after all this nonsense went on we went out to dinner at tullys for Jess's 19th birthday. I like when they sang out loud to her and the part where she got embarassed, it made me laugh for some reason. It was a good time though besides the fact that my dad was acting like a 4 year old drunk person.. imagine that. he was so loud and obnoxious. I had fun though. then I came home to hear more bullshit and continously argue with someone. It got no where and I am really upset about what was said. therefor it was hard for me to sleep last night and I had a bad day at school. school was so hott and long today I thought I was going to have a heat stroke! we had pictures and we had to wait until forever to get them done. seemed like today would never end. studyhall was the best part because I caught up on my book for english and got some sleep! :-)! and I talked to Adam the whole time, and that was nothing but good times. yeah then I came home yet to hear more bs. thats okay though because I am going to try and forget everything and concentrate on school work and what not. all I want to say to get stuff off my chest is that if people have something to say about me, to say it to my face.. its much easier that way. and for people to stop being immature and whoever is lieing about the whole " situation " to admit it.. its getting dumb and old. and.. my pookys bday is coming up, the countdown begins now! haha :-)! I love ya pooks! good luck at your meet today even though you cant swim because your shoulder.. maybe I can put some MAJICAL spell on it and make it all better. Just like that! thatd be so hott! haha yeah well thats all for now! like always, leave comments :-)!
your not the only one who hurts.
oh and if you really meant what you said to me, then dont expect anything from me anytime soon. because honestly, that hurt me real deep. and I havent been myself because of it either. and I am not trying to make you feel bad because if you cared you wouldnt have said what you did.
your not the only one who hurts.
oh and if you really meant what you said to me, then dont expect anything from me anytime soon. because honestly, that hurt me real deep. and I havent been myself because of it either. and I am not trying to make you feel bad because if you cared you wouldnt have said what you did.