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I'm extremely bored soooo I figured I would write an 'in depth' journal entry.
Let's see, oh ya Jesse (Gaige's bastard Air FOrce father) was in town last Sunday and Monday. He had to come up here for his Grandpa's funeral and then he left. He kept Gaige on Sunday night, but can you believe that he wasn't even going to do that. I told him that Gaige had a doctor's appt MOnday morning and he said that he couldn't take him. Stupid bastard. One day he'll get what he deserves. Gaige loves JOey soooo much and he'll hate Jesse for blowing him off. That dumb prick and his new wife just had a baby. Like he needs to have more kids when he all he does for his son is pay child support. He wouldnt even do that if he wasn't in the Air Force and wouldn't get in trouble if he didn't. What was I thinking when I ACTUALLY thought I was going to give up my life here to move to NEbraska just to be with him? I was SOOO lonely..that's all there was to it. When I went to pick Gaige up MOnday morning, Jesse practically ran outside with him to give him to me; he didn't even kiss him bye and tell him that he loved him. THere isn't a day that goes by that Joey and I don't tell him a dozen times that we love him. I bet he doesn't tell his wife the things he told me when Gaige was a baby. He never changes his diaper or fixed him bottles, he couldn't even watch him by his self..He didn't know how to take care of a baby. I shouldn't worry about him so much, I know he'll get his. ONe day.
Anywoo, I'm really horny and JOey won't wake up and give me some booty!!!! It's amazing how well we get along now that JOey works. It's like it used to be back in the day..when we first fell in love. I can't wait until the end of the month when we move out and get our OWN house...FINALLY!!! I'll be soooo happy. Then Zoe will be here and I'll be skinny again!! I CAN'T WAIT PEOPLE. THings will be perfect. I can get a job as a CNA again doing what I love, taking care of all those adorable old people. I've decided that I'm going to IUPUI in January. It will take my a little while do get all of my pre reqs for nursing school complete, but I am a determined person...I can DO it!! I probably won't graduate until I'm like 25, but thats ok. I'll be making killer money as an RN. That's what I've always wanted to be and I am going to do it. I've been thinking that I want to be a psych nurse so I can work with the crazies. My grandma worked at CEntral State for like 30 years so I would kinda be following in her footsteps. That would be cool. I know she'd be proud of me in whatever I do, as long as I do it.
Speaking of my grandma, I kinda miss staying at her house. I know it sounds weird but I could feel her and grandpa around me while we were there. Like they were watching us and stuff. I felt safe and secure. I sure will miss that house if my uncle really does sell it. I spent most of my childhood in that house. We all did. But, selling it is for the better.
------->Another subject change--sorry i'm chatty, i'm bored. Oh, I hear Joey moving around...think I'll make my move now!!!! Wish me luck peeps. I'll fill u all in with the gory details tomorrow...j/k i don't kiss and tell!!
Let's see, oh ya Jesse (Gaige's bastard Air FOrce father) was in town last Sunday and Monday. He had to come up here for his Grandpa's funeral and then he left. He kept Gaige on Sunday night, but can you believe that he wasn't even going to do that. I told him that Gaige had a doctor's appt MOnday morning and he said that he couldn't take him. Stupid bastard. One day he'll get what he deserves. Gaige loves JOey soooo much and he'll hate Jesse for blowing him off. That dumb prick and his new wife just had a baby. Like he needs to have more kids when he all he does for his son is pay child support. He wouldnt even do that if he wasn't in the Air Force and wouldn't get in trouble if he didn't. What was I thinking when I ACTUALLY thought I was going to give up my life here to move to NEbraska just to be with him? I was SOOO lonely..that's all there was to it. When I went to pick Gaige up MOnday morning, Jesse practically ran outside with him to give him to me; he didn't even kiss him bye and tell him that he loved him. THere isn't a day that goes by that Joey and I don't tell him a dozen times that we love him. I bet he doesn't tell his wife the things he told me when Gaige was a baby. He never changes his diaper or fixed him bottles, he couldn't even watch him by his self..He didn't know how to take care of a baby. I shouldn't worry about him so much, I know he'll get his. ONe day.
Anywoo, I'm really horny and JOey won't wake up and give me some booty!!!! It's amazing how well we get along now that JOey works. It's like it used to be back in the day..when we first fell in love. I can't wait until the end of the month when we move out and get our OWN house...FINALLY!!! I'll be soooo happy. Then Zoe will be here and I'll be skinny again!! I CAN'T WAIT PEOPLE. THings will be perfect. I can get a job as a CNA again doing what I love, taking care of all those adorable old people. I've decided that I'm going to IUPUI in January. It will take my a little while do get all of my pre reqs for nursing school complete, but I am a determined person...I can DO it!! I probably won't graduate until I'm like 25, but thats ok. I'll be making killer money as an RN. That's what I've always wanted to be and I am going to do it. I've been thinking that I want to be a psych nurse so I can work with the crazies. My grandma worked at CEntral State for like 30 years so I would kinda be following in her footsteps. That would be cool. I know she'd be proud of me in whatever I do, as long as I do it.
Speaking of my grandma, I kinda miss staying at her house. I know it sounds weird but I could feel her and grandpa around me while we were there. Like they were watching us and stuff. I felt safe and secure. I sure will miss that house if my uncle really does sell it. I spent most of my childhood in that house. We all did. But, selling it is for the better.
------->Another subject change--sorry i'm chatty, i'm bored. Oh, I hear Joey moving around...think I'll make my move now!!!! Wish me luck peeps. I'll fill u all in with the gory details tomorrow...j/k i don't kiss and tell!!