Valentine's Day

Feb 15, 2006 10:21

I had an awesome time with my baby yesterday. We went to the mall and I got to pick out some presents I wanted for Valentine's day. omg we were in Spencer's and these 2 girls walk in and they looked about 12. They started to giggle when they were around the 'sex stuff' and one of them put their arms around the others stomach and started whispering something in her ear and she was like which one do you wann use on me? I was omg ur 12, little, young. I'm really sorry for saying this and I'm not trying to cause any controversy. But when you're young like that,I really do not think you know if you're a lesbian or gay or whatever. I dunno that's just me. Maybe because I was a late bloomer but that's how I feel. I also feel that you do go through that sexual identity or whatever finding. I think it's good for you to 'experiment' with the ideas or feelings you have about males and females and sex and all that stuff. But the thing is, they looked a little older than my sister and she's 10. but when you're so young, I think it's just imitating what they think is 'cool'. like what will grab the boys attention? or something else I dont feel like writing it. umm... yeah. So I really don't mean to and I hope that I did NOT upset anyone by this.

back to V-day....

yeah so dylan and I were having a great time and we decided to go to my dorm and make dinner instead of going out with the rest of the world. We get into the dorm and I had a few groceries m mom gave me, and kristin comes storming out of her room with jayme and she was like 'please tell me you're not cooking here' and I said yeah we were thinking about it. she goes 'Omg I was going to cook with dustin and with you guys in the kitchen it's going to be hard and we're going to bump into each other ugh' so I said well we're not sure if we're going to use the kitchen or not sorry. and the whole time jayme is giving me this look like she's backing kristin up since kristin is 'god' you know? Then she said some other whiney shit. and I just ignored her. then she and her henchman went to the store. I exploded after they walked out of the door. honestly who died and made her queen? It would have been different if she had asked me ahead of time or asked me nicely about it. but no she has to be a dumb bitch about it because she is fucking spoiled rotten. fuck her. fuck the moustache. GRRRGGGRGRGRGGRGRGRGRGGRGR!!!! Oh and to top it off there was another large bag of trash next to the fridge with all the shit from the fridge they cleaned out 2 days ago now? yeah. and its leaking. I am unbelievably grossed out and pissed. If she even tries to say sorry about the other day I'm going to tell her to save her breath and say what I feel. Fuck her. I'm done with this shit. and why why why.....cannot jayme clean up once in a while especially after herself. She's home all day, she doesnt have a job or car she's like always in her room watching tv or on the internet talking to her boyfriend. argh, this sucks. The only person I'm actually not mad about is jessica. she is not a total spolied whining bitch. oh and I love how kristin is now trying to turn me against jessica and etc.

so dylan and I ended up going out to dinner (yes I know I am a freaking push over, but honestly I did not feel like dealing with some immature bitch about something so stupid.) but before then we hung out in my room. all of a sudden the fire alarm went off, because whatever they were making (jayme and kristin -not K's bf) was burning like hell. Then dylan and decided to leave a little later and walked out to the living room where kristin and her boyfriend were having a candlelit picnic on the floor and they were all dressed up. We walked right on by and kristin goes bye guys. I just kept on walking. fuck her.

ok well I'm done bitching about this because I feel like I sound like a whining drone. food and then sleep.
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