Feb 06, 2006 20:52
I feel so outta place right now. So in the wrong zone. Like I don't belong around these people. I feel like no one likes me. like people are laughing at me. I mean I don't really hang out with anyone around here. I talk to people in class, but it's not like we ever hang out or anything. My roommates, I'm kind of embarassed by.
called my dad today to ask him if he could help me out buying my new tires since he's making me come to this other place since "walmart is retarded" w/e he tells me that I might not be getting tires right now because I need to go over my medical bills with him.
OK WHEN DID I TURN 45????????? PLEASE SOMEONE TELL ME. ok there are 2 medical bills, one for surgery and one for the ER. I need tires. Oh and I need to go to the dentist to get my teeth cleaned and cavities filled and a cap on my tooth. I'm just going to call the dentist and see about making payments. I dont know what else to do you know? I dont even feel liek explaining everything here. I'm crying and this is retarded and I just wish dylan was here because he knows the situation and I need him because he's like my comfort zone.