I love music
I am listening to music and talking to andrea now and I really do love music. Listening to music always makes me happier. It really makes me feel upbeat. anyways, I am buying Cubs tickets!!! yay!!!! I am goin to the cubs/cards game at wrigley hopefully. I am thinking a lot about the last few days and there's not much to say that i haven't said already. I had a dream last night that she had died in my arms. maybe God is giving me signs. that's the 5th time i thought of me looking at her, dead. I woke up in the middle of the night crying. I don't think i've ever cried that many times in just like 4 days ever in my life. that's why now i don't know what to say to her because i know she doesn't have feelings for me, even though she gave up asking this guy from central that she had a crush on saying that she can't help the way her feelings are. I wish I knew what that meant. Anyways, I'm so i'm out.
Until a later time,
-Steve, who else?
Until a later time,
-Steve, who else?