don't read unless you really really have nothing better to do.
emo doesn't begin to scratch the surface.
i just want so much right now.
miss so much.
need so much.
don't need so many things.
i don't get why so many things are so different.
why are so many things that were so easy for me suddenly so distant and impossible?
some things used to be like a second nature and now i go into something with so much confidence and i think i've got it down and i realize something is severely wrong/different.
i know what i want, need and why.
but i can't reach any of my goals.
people look for the easy way out and scream "i just want to be in college!"
i want the correct way out. i want to know why i am suffering what i am suffering and why i constantly search and constantly cannot find the rhyme or reason to my problems.
why is the one who once had the most insight finding himself needing insight, yet with nowhere to get it from?
so much i just don't get now.
i'm confused at the same time i know exactly what i want.
oh boy.
a little help would be...well...helpful.
i just want so much right now.
miss so much.
need so much.
don't need so many things.
i don't get why so many things are so different.
why are so many things that were so easy for me suddenly so distant and impossible?
some things used to be like a second nature and now i go into something with so much confidence and i think i've got it down and i realize something is severely wrong/different.
i know what i want, need and why.
but i can't reach any of my goals.
people look for the easy way out and scream "i just want to be in college!"
i want the correct way out. i want to know why i am suffering what i am suffering and why i constantly search and constantly cannot find the rhyme or reason to my problems.
why is the one who once had the most insight finding himself needing insight, yet with nowhere to get it from?
so much i just don't get now.
i'm confused at the same time i know exactly what i want.
oh boy.
a little help would be...well...helpful.