i wish my lip would stop bleeding
everything is overwhelming, and nothing is satisfying.
i need to be able to jump ahead maybe a month or so, because im convinced that most of this will have passed by then.
ive never had such a strong combination of optimism and terror before.
i couldnt even tell you if things havent gotten better or worse in the last few weeks or months. the only thing i am certain of is that im older, and thats weighing on me way the fuck more than it should.
its time to get to work.
the time for Chutes and Ladders has long since passed.
i need to be able to jump ahead maybe a month or so, because im convinced that most of this will have passed by then.
ive never had such a strong combination of optimism and terror before.
i couldnt even tell you if things havent gotten better or worse in the last few weeks or months. the only thing i am certain of is that im older, and thats weighing on me way the fuck more than it should.
its time to get to work.
the time for Chutes and Ladders has long since passed.