May 26, 2007 02:24
I feel even more like an asshole/idiot tonight.
I don't want to explain it either.
I just want to go to sleep.
But I can't bring myself to move from this chair.
Because I'm waiting for a reply.
Waiting for him to tell me how much of a fucktard I am...
And how he never wants to see me again.
Anticipation is always the worst part .