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"I am unhappy with every aspect of my life."
This is my Facebook status right now. I have been asked to explain it, so I'm about to attempt to without mentioning names.
Part 1: School
1. Failing physics.
2. Have a terrible teacher for the class and don't understand it and don't have time to get help.
3. Doing badly on history tests.
4. Can't study.
5. Get around 4-5 (maybe) hours of sleep every night because I'm doing (or attempting) homework.
6. Back's screwed up from lugging basically my entire locker home every night.
7. Tired of getting bad grades on tests from not understanding and not studying.
Part 2: Social
1. A best friend is failing me.
2. A best friend is replacing me.
3. A best friend is turning on me.
4. A best friend is returning to a relationship that will end the same way it did the first, second, and third times: badly and with her hurt.
5. A best friend is getting back together with someone who threatened to kill her.
6. A best friend is getting back together with a jerk.
7. Don't have time for a real social life.
8. Haven't spent the night with anyone in a long time.
9. Parents take away priveleges for no reason.
10. Don't get told anything anymore because I don't have time to hang out.
11. Don't get invited to barely anything.
12. If invited, usually can't go b/c of part 1.
13. Work interferes with life too much.
14. Want to help friends with problems, but also can't all the time, and it's discouraging.
15. Relationship issues- doubts.
16. Pushing friends away.
17. Taking out problems on friends.
Part 3: Religious
1. Moving away from God and can't change.
2. "Don't have time to pray."
3. Have no prayer life.
4. Miss Mass.
5. Am not able to attend church functions b/c of work or punished.
6. Parents remove church as punishment.
7. Not strong Catholic anymore.
8. Need help on faith.
9. Feel like I can't talk to Christ b/c I feel I don't deserve to ask him for anything.
10. Pushing Him away.
Part 4: Family
1. Mother v. Daughter rivalry.
2. No privacy.
3. Feeling little love.
4. Always getting punished while others aren't.
5. Miss Joe.
6. Can't clean up room b/c too much stuff.
7. Need larger room, but mom is taking it for herself.
8. Need more room in general.
9. Can't get away from family ever.
Life sucks. I feel a depression coming on? Why do I try? I don't want to talk about it. I don't want to ask for help. I don't need help. I don't want help. Go away.
This is my Facebook status right now. I have been asked to explain it, so I'm about to attempt to without mentioning names.
Part 1: School
1. Failing physics.
2. Have a terrible teacher for the class and don't understand it and don't have time to get help.
3. Doing badly on history tests.
4. Can't study.
5. Get around 4-5 (maybe) hours of sleep every night because I'm doing (or attempting) homework.
6. Back's screwed up from lugging basically my entire locker home every night.
7. Tired of getting bad grades on tests from not understanding and not studying.
Part 2: Social
1. A best friend is failing me.
2. A best friend is replacing me.
3. A best friend is turning on me.
4. A best friend is returning to a relationship that will end the same way it did the first, second, and third times: badly and with her hurt.
5. A best friend is getting back together with someone who threatened to kill her.
6. A best friend is getting back together with a jerk.
7. Don't have time for a real social life.
8. Haven't spent the night with anyone in a long time.
9. Parents take away priveleges for no reason.
10. Don't get told anything anymore because I don't have time to hang out.
11. Don't get invited to barely anything.
12. If invited, usually can't go b/c of part 1.
13. Work interferes with life too much.
14. Want to help friends with problems, but also can't all the time, and it's discouraging.
15. Relationship issues- doubts.
16. Pushing friends away.
17. Taking out problems on friends.
Part 3: Religious
1. Moving away from God and can't change.
2. "Don't have time to pray."
3. Have no prayer life.
4. Miss Mass.
5. Am not able to attend church functions b/c of work or punished.
6. Parents remove church as punishment.
7. Not strong Catholic anymore.
8. Need help on faith.
9. Feel like I can't talk to Christ b/c I feel I don't deserve to ask him for anything.
10. Pushing Him away.
Part 4: Family
1. Mother v. Daughter rivalry.
2. No privacy.
3. Feeling little love.
4. Always getting punished while others aren't.
5. Miss Joe.
6. Can't clean up room b/c too much stuff.
7. Need larger room, but mom is taking it for herself.
8. Need more room in general.
9. Can't get away from family ever.
Life sucks. I feel a depression coming on? Why do I try? I don't want to talk about it. I don't want to ask for help. I don't need help. I don't want help. Go away.