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How things does it take to cheer Sarah up? Well, I'm not really sure, but it better be a smaller number than last time. I'm really confused right now. Like, I'm not depressed like last time. I'm just really confused. I don't know who I belong to anymore. Ok, well besides Christ because I know that I will always belong to him, and I won't let anything get in the way of that. But besides the fact I am God's child...My parents have been constantly jumping on me for no reason. Recently, my mom has told me that I was ugly, a mess, a effin strong-headed little girl, and a lot of other stuff. I don't think she understands that it actually hurts. She really doesn't. I haven't been getting sleep because I'm worrying about what she'll say to me tomorrow, and so I have troubled sleep. And now, she's been getting worse and worse. My parent's love me, but I don't think they like me...
Anyways, I love friends. I have to say that if I was a loner, I'D DIE. Seriously. Now aren't you glad that your my friend? You can tell everyone that you just saved someone from dying. :) lol. BUt really. I love hanging out with people. And it bothers me when people don't include me. Example. I haven't been invited to go to the movies in over 2 months. 2 MONTHS!! I know people, my friends people, have seen movies since then. But they don't ask me to go. But whatever, I mean, people aren't perfect and I completely accept that. But it'd be nice to be asked to hang out at someone's house besides Maddison and Shelby's. (BTW, I love you both a ton). But really. Am I that not liked? Do people not think I'm fun? Do they think I have no personality and that I have nothing in common with anyone besides band? What's up with that?
I just like to be included. And that sounds horrible, but really. I can't include myself in a lot of stuff, and when I try, people take it wrong. I love to be around people, even if I don't know them that terribly well. That's why we TALK TO PEOPLE! TO GET TO KNOW THEM!! But obviously, some people don't understand that concept.
Now, if anyone's reading this (which I doubt that they are), don't be like "OMG, I have to invite her to something right now." Because that's not what I want. Just every once in a while, be like hey, wanna go hang? You know? But please don't freak out over it. I just like friends.
Oh yeah, and a nother thing. I like hugs. Period. I live for hugs. You could call me a huggie-monster. I would have to agree.
So word up, I'm hittin the sack. See Hoover at playoffs. Have a good life everyone.
♥ You're fave.
Anyways, I love friends. I have to say that if I was a loner, I'D DIE. Seriously. Now aren't you glad that your my friend? You can tell everyone that you just saved someone from dying. :) lol. BUt really. I love hanging out with people. And it bothers me when people don't include me. Example. I haven't been invited to go to the movies in over 2 months. 2 MONTHS!! I know people, my friends people, have seen movies since then. But they don't ask me to go. But whatever, I mean, people aren't perfect and I completely accept that. But it'd be nice to be asked to hang out at someone's house besides Maddison and Shelby's. (BTW, I love you both a ton). But really. Am I that not liked? Do people not think I'm fun? Do they think I have no personality and that I have nothing in common with anyone besides band? What's up with that?
I just like to be included. And that sounds horrible, but really. I can't include myself in a lot of stuff, and when I try, people take it wrong. I love to be around people, even if I don't know them that terribly well. That's why we TALK TO PEOPLE! TO GET TO KNOW THEM!! But obviously, some people don't understand that concept.
Now, if anyone's reading this (which I doubt that they are), don't be like "OMG, I have to invite her to something right now." Because that's not what I want. Just every once in a while, be like hey, wanna go hang? You know? But please don't freak out over it. I just like friends.
Oh yeah, and a nother thing. I like hugs. Period. I live for hugs. You could call me a huggie-monster. I would have to agree.
So word up, I'm hittin the sack. See Hoover at playoffs. Have a good life everyone.
♥ You're fave.