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Hey Xavier,
Its impossible to think of you know and not let a tear out. You have no idea how hard it is for all of us to be without you. I miss you so bad. If i could explain how bad i felt in tears, id have a 90478892 page essay for you. I look at your picture every night and wonder when Ill get to dream about you again. My brother is so lucky. I think him and Celeste are gunna hook up soon. He'll get to see what ive been missing these past months. Our little group has been meeting recently, on fridays, but it isnt helping me. I still dont get to see you, or talk to you, or laugh with you, and poke your nipples. Or get a big hug and wrap my arms around your broad shoulders. Or play with your black wavy hair. Its been so long since Ive heard a piano in the bandhall. I need someone to hold me. Xavier...
Its impossible to think of you know and not let a tear out. You have no idea how hard it is for all of us to be without you. I miss you so bad. If i could explain how bad i felt in tears, id have a 90478892 page essay for you. I look at your picture every night and wonder when Ill get to dream about you again. My brother is so lucky. I think him and Celeste are gunna hook up soon. He'll get to see what ive been missing these past months. Our little group has been meeting recently, on fridays, but it isnt helping me. I still dont get to see you, or talk to you, or laugh with you, and poke your nipples. Or get a big hug and wrap my arms around your broad shoulders. Or play with your black wavy hair. Its been so long since Ive heard a piano in the bandhall. I need someone to hold me. Xavier...