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this sucks...i suck. i feel like a horrible person. lately i've been having...thoughts i shouldn't be having. more often than not too. and i can never say these thoughts out loud. because i know if i do, all i'm going to do is hurt the people i care most about.
another bad point: my "thoughts" will never happen. ever. period. 2 MAJOR factors...at this point i choose not to name those factors...
the worst part is, i don't want these thoughts to stop. i look forward to having a few moments every now and then throughout the day to myself to think. what kind of person am i?
i think there's one person out there who knows exactly what i'm talking about, even though i tried to keep this vague. if they do know what i'm talking about, i feel really stupid right now.
another bad point: my "thoughts" will never happen. ever. period. 2 MAJOR factors...at this point i choose not to name those factors...
the worst part is, i don't want these thoughts to stop. i look forward to having a few moments every now and then throughout the day to myself to think. what kind of person am i?
i think there's one person out there who knows exactly what i'm talking about, even though i tried to keep this vague. if they do know what i'm talking about, i feel really stupid right now.