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i wish troy would get home faster. i miss him alot. plus, i need to apologize for being so selfish...i can't believe i could even have thought of asking him to do(or not do, rather) the things i asked him. i can't believe it took me this long to realize how badly i treat him sometimes...i don't deserve him. :( i just want him to come home so i can tell him how sorry i am. bah...i love him so much. how can i treat him that way? cc2v4 w4 4-w9t6 04t0eu3 0w4t <-------me banging my head against the keyboard...GRR! i'm so stupid!