Sep 19, 2005 17:46
Hey guys, i feel like a freakin scitzo cause one day i'm really depressed then the nest i happy. today was an ok day. i found out that this one guy, (the one who kept calling me pretty and junk on Fri.) likes me. he is planning on asking me out. he is like 20 & got kicked out of school, but he is really nice and all. i just dont like him like that. the funny thing is, the guy that told me he wanted to ask me out is the guy that i actually like. weird how those things go. Oh yea, the boy, Ryan, who carried my books and junk (that i thought liked me) told Justin (boy who wants to ask me out) that he was gonna break with his g/f because he liked another, but he wouldn't him who it was...
After 6th period Ryan came up to me and was like 'yea, i'm single now. my g/f broke up with me.' and my cousin kept hinting at us going out by saying things like ''*sqeeshes us together* doesn't his look better than him and heather (his last gf, i thinkthats' her name)''... yea, i gave him a note explaining that i didn't like Justin like that and that i like someone else, totally hinting that it was him. ^^ it also had my # in it. *blush* hope he calls...
Sammy is supposed to ask JustEn (the ex) if anything is going on between us. i maybe would go out w/ him but i like Ryan now, soo it would be weird. i kind still ike JustEn but not so much anymore, i just dont want to move on and leave him in the dust (its complicated!)...
but i also heard some bad crap today. i heard that people were spreading rumors that me and JustEn or Justin screwed over the weekend. heh heh, YEAH, RIGHT! i didn't screw JustEn while we were dating (and believe we had the chances!) y would i when we broke up?!?! yea, that totally makes sense! but i don't care what ppl think so idc!! i'm just not gonna worry about it because my friends & i kno the truth and that's all that matters!! (those are the only ppl who really matter to me!)
but i'm gonna go now, maybe get on tibia...<3 to all!
LoTs Of LuV
<3RiN<3
p.s. I think i'm finally over JustEn!(find out for sure tomorrow!!!)