Sep 06, 2004 12:50
i wouldnt have gotten up this morning if i hadnt fallen off the bed. rex came over and licked my arm. i landed in my stack of poems. they're wrinkled now.
mom and dad are going on yet another cruise and leaving me and joe behind.
on saturday, kt came and picked me up and we went to bardstown road. we got bored and rode the trolley to graham's house. i got to meet graham, peter, alex wynn, emily, and some other people i dont remember. nada from school was there. neato.
everyone was very friendly and most of the time i wrestled with peter. we watched some comedian on graham's computer that talked about singers that say "she's so fiii-eee-iiiiine". i laughed. it was funny.
kt spent the nite that nite. we went to church and she complained about pastor carol because she hates him and she likes pastor tim. me too.
sunday we went back to bardstown road and saw garden state. we left, and met annie at the park. i finished off my pack of cigarettes and wanted to cry. when we got to the crunk house, kevin went out and bought me and annie new packs. hurray!
i met kevin (the owner, the big guy, the single hair-sprayed horn, furry goatee, very friendly, bought us cigs), carl (nerdy looking, pot head, funny pants, very friendly, let kt finish off the vodka), paul? (looks like mark wahlberg, very hot, winked at me when i introduced myself), will (fii-eee-iiine), the old guy (kt and annie told me lots about him, hits on little girls, losing his hair), and other people i dont remember.
when we walked in annie and kt knew everybody, so i was just kind of like, "hi, i'm amy". thats when paul? winked at me. yeah. fun.
kevin went out to buy me and annie cigs, so i trotted into the kitchen with carl and kt and raided the fridge. three twelve packs of beer, lots of vodka. kt screamed when she saw the absolut raspberry vodka. carl let her finish it off, and she very well did. she chugged the equivalent of at least 10 shots. i looked over and her head was dipped completely backwards. i laughed. i grabbed a beer and walked into where the computers were.
will was sitting at a computer looking at cameras on the internet. i had to go outside (i dont remember why) so i sat my beer down next to him and said, "will you watch this for me?" and he winked and said, "like a hawk". i went outside for whatever reason i had to and came back inside.
i hung out with will most of the time. i stood next to him, that fuzzy, muted feeling of alcohol in my brain, and talked to him.
"where do you go to college?"
"ohio university. how about you?"
"eastern. . . . high school."
"are you a senior?"
"sophomore. i'm fifteen."
".... oh." he smiles.
"how old are you?"
"21."
hahahaha. man o man. i think he thinks that he scared me, but i lost my virginity to a 21 year old about a year ago. i just smiled and turned away. i admit, we flirted for a long time, and then my mom called so i ran outside (stumbling, might i add) and stood on the corner and talked to her. i went back to the house and everybody was outside.
kt was sitting on a lawn chair next to kevin and annie. dear god, i have never seen her like that before in my life. she kept throwing her arms in the air and laughing and kevin and the old guy were laughing at her. i sat on the brick wall next to will and we talked some more. i dont remember what about. by then i was kind of gone.
i had to leave, so i said bye to everybody and annie and kt walked me to the corner by the church. kt was stumbling and annie had to hold her. we sat in the grass in front of the church and i tucked my cigs into my sock and we laid there and laughed. just laughed. what about? i dont know. just laughed. mom pulled up and i left. annie and kt went back to the crunk house.
i called them when i got home and annie said, "i told will you liked him, and he said that if you were older that you'd be out of his league. since he's only in town for the weekend and has to go back to school in ohio, he said he might not ever get to see you again." i said, "what does out of his league mean?" she said, "it means you're too hot for a 21 year old." i hung up the phone and danced, then watched bubble boy and went to sleep.