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this morning was very emotional. becca spent the nite, so me and her slept in the guest room thing. we didnt get to bed until about 3 in the morning-ish because we watched mall rats and yeah.
so we went to sleep. i think she was talking to me while i was falling asleep. im not sure.
so yeah the next morning mom woke us up around 5 (two hours of sleep) and becca had to start packing. i fell asleep while she was getting ready, and then she came into the room around 8 and woke me up and said "im leaving".
so i went downstairs with her and we hugged and cried and i stood in the window and watched her and joe pull away to go to the airport.
holy shit i miss her so much.
she was talking about marrying my brother. she needs to. she needs to marry him and come back here.
so they pulled away and i ran upstairs and sat on the edge of my bed and cried.
so we went to sleep. i think she was talking to me while i was falling asleep. im not sure.
so yeah the next morning mom woke us up around 5 (two hours of sleep) and becca had to start packing. i fell asleep while she was getting ready, and then she came into the room around 8 and woke me up and said "im leaving".
so i went downstairs with her and we hugged and cried and i stood in the window and watched her and joe pull away to go to the airport.
holy shit i miss her so much.
she was talking about marrying my brother. she needs to. she needs to marry him and come back here.
so they pulled away and i ran upstairs and sat on the edge of my bed and cried.