Sobriety 44 days and counting.

[drummer_girl_oi]

Fun Fun, no drugs or alcohol fun!

But really, life is so much better without the god damn beer goggles and being constantly stoned.

I wish I had done this 4 years ago. Almost makes me wish I had never started this shit in the first place.

I probably, w/o the substances, I would have cared about high school and graduated with my class in stead of through adult ed.

And I would have been done with school by now, instead of starting in January.

But, hey, we all learn from our mistakes I guess.

The days don't seem as long.

When I hang out with Mary and the kids. I don't constantly check the clock. Waiting for us to go home for me to pop a cold one or smoke my head retarded.

I enjoy life for what it is and I'm soo thankful I've had a second chance at life to do that.

Also, today, Mary asked me (due to me having these drug issues, I haven't been that greatest of a partners and an ass at times.)

You still want to get married, right?

And in shock, because I thought Mary was anti-marriage. I said yes.

Mostly due to the fact that she's been the only person who's stuck by me and has loved me no matter what.

And I the same.