And All That Jizz
I'm sitting in directing right now. I'm bored as anything. We're going over the methods of obtaining emphasis. Naturally, we are in a class where Susan just keeps on talking, I'm keeping notes on my computer just so I can get on here. I've been thinking too much again. So, much that when someone asks what I'm thinking about, I honestly haven't a clue anymore.
I want to be something that's active. I'm tired of just sitting here, listening to lectures. That's probably why I like dance and hate English. I have to do an argumentative presentation in less than a month and I haven't a clue what to do it on.
Chicago has been taking up shitloads of my time. I'm not sure what to do with myself anymore. I feel like we have 2 days to look finished and we aren't even close. I'm understudy for Amos and I don't know shit about the part yet. I'm tired of being in one place all the time. I've grown annoyed of school altogether. I want a job now, so bad. It gives me something to do. I need to do more than take down notes, and I want to get paid. I'm planning on working somewhere at the mall. Maybe it's not such a safe place, but it's a good place to get a job. My friend told me to work at Borders with all of the other people from the theatre group. "I want the theatre department to take over" he said.
I'm seriously tired of my classes. I want directing to now be over. I have to do a scene or a short play just like Directing in high school, except it's going to be a little more professional I assume.
Someone has a squeaky nose right now, I hear it. I can't smell anything due to fucking allergies, so I have no clue what stench might possibly be a horrid smell that no one wants to smell. I'm bothered by this 1"x8" planked wood floor and these large black walls and drapery.
I really need to get out. I want to go to new york again. It's so cold here there would be too many distractions up there to notice. I wish it were warmer so I could at least do something at the beach instead of visiting the house. I can't even do that now, what with the show and everything. Seriously, who wants to sit in a room learning about symmetrical and asymmetrical balance. Someone just mentioned a see-saw. I wish I were on a see-saw right now. That'd be fun as hell. Or watch a movie with someone at home lying with eachother is amazing.
So, if anyone ever wants to hang, please, let me know becase I'm tired of this annoying sitting and rehearsing.
class dismissed.