Jan 29, 2007 16:52
Have you ever been so stressed and tired you just wanted to scream! I feel like that so badly right now. I'm stressing out over things. Right now I feel tense and exhausted and sleepy. I can't be sick. I refuse! I have a dance, a song and a play to finish. I got about 10 days to do it all in. I have a performance tomorrow in front of about 400 students. My mom is throwing all these scholarships in my face. I have a job I haven't worked at in about a million years. I have to clean my room which is a total mess. Get laundry done. Work on the God damn journal entries. Rehearsals. And a ton of other stuff.
Right now, I have so much going through my head. So much more than I can take right now. I feel like ramming my head into a cinder-block wall.
For the first time I really feel like I've pushed myself past my ability. I hate coming home to a damn headache each day because of all the things I have to get done.