heres the deal
Well lately i have been tlakin to this new special person that i have grown really fond of. I can see myself with her all the time and i really think a future could be possible between us. But the thing is is that she says she feels the same way, and that something should work out, but shes not that great at communicating, or showing up lol. I spend a lot of time thinking about her and what I should do because she means a lot to me and i think she knows it but she wont meet me halfway. When i say this its with confusion because she tells me that the feelings are mutual, that shes trying, but like the saying says, actions speak louder than words. Every time shell say she will be there, she doesnt show up. And everytime i will call her after ive waited, and ask, what happened, and she will reply, im sorry. But what is that suppose to mean?? I cant figure this puzzle out..
When ever I think about her i get butterflies but i feel amazing at the same time. I havnt felt this way for someone in a while but it scares me also that i dont think even though she does like me back that she can commit to those feelings. Also I know that im probably the one whose gonna be hurt in the end but i keep telling myself shes worth it to me. I dont really know what to do cause when i try to forget her all i do is think about her, and when i think about her, i think about how I shouldnt because ill never see her. She really is one girl who i can relate to emotionally and i love the sound of her voice, anytime and anywhere i just smile when i talk to her. I just hope if this doesnt work out, it wont hurt as bad as it does rite now. This pain in my chest is strange, nothings happned yet, but maybe thats been the problem all along... Nothings Happened
Im not depressed, im not mad, Im just trying to figure out what it all means, and what i should do about it..
maybe i need to let go or be dragged this time...
I just dont know
-mike-
When ever I think about her i get butterflies but i feel amazing at the same time. I havnt felt this way for someone in a while but it scares me also that i dont think even though she does like me back that she can commit to those feelings. Also I know that im probably the one whose gonna be hurt in the end but i keep telling myself shes worth it to me. I dont really know what to do cause when i try to forget her all i do is think about her, and when i think about her, i think about how I shouldnt because ill never see her. She really is one girl who i can relate to emotionally and i love the sound of her voice, anytime and anywhere i just smile when i talk to her. I just hope if this doesnt work out, it wont hurt as bad as it does rite now. This pain in my chest is strange, nothings happned yet, but maybe thats been the problem all along... Nothings Happened
Im not depressed, im not mad, Im just trying to figure out what it all means, and what i should do about it..
maybe i need to let go or be dragged this time...
I just dont know
-mike-