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Damn its been a while since i have posted. I think it is because I ussually dont have anything of importance to say. Nothing has been going on AT ALL. im still alone and im still mad about it. im sick of being by my fuckin self. It sucks but there are no girls around here that I really would consider good dating material. I know i must sound oicky but god damn it i want a crazy punk or metal chick, and there are none here. Thats not very suprising considering im in southern illinois. I need to get the fuck out of here and get my stupid ass to the coast. Maybe there i will find the people i am looking for. Im 20 years old i i cant remember anytime that i thought to my self "I fit in here'. It just hasnt happened yet and im getting really anxious. I think it is the weather. Since it is getting warmer im geeting more energy and becoming more hostile and pushy like i used to be. AAAAHHHHH FUCK IT ALL TO FUCKING HELL!!!! ok maybe that helped a little bit. Until next time ROCK ON... Gavin