people suck!
so i don't really know where to start, i haven't updated in awhile, but basically i am tierd of being friends with people when i don't talk to them and they don't talk to me and they are only friendly to me when we are together, i hate that so much. it makes me really really mad cuz seriously friends remember alot of stuff about their friends and seriously i am tierd of people telling me they are my friends but really aren't.
and if your reading this and being like shes not talking about me you are prolley wrong, lets just say that if i talk to you online or on the phone or in person on a regualr basis (minus a few slect people) then i am prolley talking about you
i told _____ that i would give everyone another chance because i don't like loosing people as friends but that chance was over and done with over christmas break...
but like now i don't really know what to say, so much shit has been going on and i am tierd of all of it, its sorta like i don't really wanna be alive anymore, but i do, i just don't know what to do now, cuz i wanna like go away for a weekend like by myself but that won't happen since school ends in like 3 weeks and then i have to start working like right away so i don't really know
its like i am making changes to my life because i am tierd of worrying about other people and them not worrying about me so i just really don't care anymore...