Restless..
So my sleeping has been thrown off whack from being sick. Dammit, why can i not fall asleep!
Do people ever say things and you happen to be listening in on conversation, or reading their blog, and they make a general statement that isnt directed to you but hurts you all the same?
People have been ragging on highschool relationships and talking about how annoying they are. I don't know if half of these people even considered me in their conversation, but i've felt a direct target anyway. I walked downstairs to hear some people in the cast talking about it during tech week. I felt attacked. I've also read blogs recently of people saying the same thing. All I can wonder is, why can't people be happy for me? This is probly all rediculous cuz i don't think they're talking about me, but its been bugging me all the same.
By the way, college for next year is final. Illinois State University. hour and a half away, so come party it up with me
Graduation party date not currently set, but mom and i are working on that one.
Move in date is August 21st.
I'm drained. Time to try to get to sleep. 'Night ya'll
Do people ever say things and you happen to be listening in on conversation, or reading their blog, and they make a general statement that isnt directed to you but hurts you all the same?
People have been ragging on highschool relationships and talking about how annoying they are. I don't know if half of these people even considered me in their conversation, but i've felt a direct target anyway. I walked downstairs to hear some people in the cast talking about it during tech week. I felt attacked. I've also read blogs recently of people saying the same thing. All I can wonder is, why can't people be happy for me? This is probly all rediculous cuz i don't think they're talking about me, but its been bugging me all the same.
By the way, college for next year is final. Illinois State University. hour and a half away, so come party it up with me
Graduation party date not currently set, but mom and i are working on that one.
Move in date is August 21st.
I'm drained. Time to try to get to sleep. 'Night ya'll