Oct 04, 2007 22:31
I sometimes wish I could just fix everything. But I know thats not possible so I have to do the best i can. So much has happened in my life its impossible to say everything. I have also seen a change in me. For those of you who know me real well you know i just dont have the capability of being mean. Well Elise was extremely mean to me, and I just sat there and let it happened. Well, finally, I took a step up and blew up on her, i yelled and blamed everything on her. I felt better after that. She ruined our plans for the Topsfield fair, she changed them without telling me. Therefore i broke even a friendship with her and I really couldn't care either way. But I still went to the Topsfield Fair with Lora, and it was more amazing than the trip could have ever been with Elise. So I've changed a bit... though i still can't be mean.... Elise was an exception....
Well after that all went down. Lora came to Maine and we had an amazing time saw my band, saw U Maine's band, and saw a friend I haven't seen in 2 years. It was incredible.... In addition i got a digital camera from my aunt and its amazing, and we're going to Lora's house tommmorow and i'm sooo excited. So thats all good news...
Classes are good, and i love being back i really do. I have been supporting my friends not stop and i wouldn't have it any other way. I love all of them so much. On the other hand, my job at Hannaford in New London simply sucks. I HATE IT, mostly because the people are dispicable and just not very nice. But I'm getting cashier trained this week, and i won't leave Hannaford because i LOVE working in Wells. So thats jobs as of now... Well except that i applied for a work-study as a computer lab assistant, and PRAYING that i get the job...
So thats whats up with me!
Oh and i forgot to mention that my insulin crapped out today, so i'm waiting on a shipment tommorow with another one!