Relationship feelings
I have finally figured out a good way to describe what happened to me through high school and into college. I describe it like this:
after kirsten the whole world crashed. she was my dream for so long...
so when i finally got over that and was prepared enough to try dating again, and i actually found someone, it got shoved back in my face.
so naturally as you know i wasnt' feeling so confident. and this summer made it worse because i wasn't with all of my college friends that mean the world to me...
And then August came and there was a spark of hope.
i am holding onto that hope for dear life
that is my confidence right now
For all of those reading this and who know me well enough you know how stressed i can get over the stupidest littlest things. But thanks to a few select individuals who are really close to me the have helped me realize that as much as i will hold onto that hope, if it breaks there will always be someone there to catch me. So I finally cleared up my relationship emotional mess, at least in my head i have.
Life is good. as i saw in a quote book today, "never stop running or you'll hit a brick wall"
COUNT DOWN: 17 days! (not nearly soon enough)
after kirsten the whole world crashed. she was my dream for so long...
so when i finally got over that and was prepared enough to try dating again, and i actually found someone, it got shoved back in my face.
so naturally as you know i wasnt' feeling so confident. and this summer made it worse because i wasn't with all of my college friends that mean the world to me...
And then August came and there was a spark of hope.
i am holding onto that hope for dear life
that is my confidence right now
For all of those reading this and who know me well enough you know how stressed i can get over the stupidest littlest things. But thanks to a few select individuals who are really close to me the have helped me realize that as much as i will hold onto that hope, if it breaks there will always be someone there to catch me. So I finally cleared up my relationship emotional mess, at least in my head i have.
Life is good. as i saw in a quote book today, "never stop running or you'll hit a brick wall"
COUNT DOWN: 17 days! (not nearly soon enough)