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We went to the bazaar in alabang. I bought loads of crap! hahaha! ...and i ate a lot (as usual). Anyways, I was hoping to bump into *Someone but i didn't. Well, i think i didn't.
I was looking around my dad's apartment and I opened the closet in the living room and I found 4 boxes. So, i opened them and they were pictures that my mom wasn't able to bring... I think my dad kept it with him. I guess he didn't want mom to take away all our pics from him. I dunno.. anyways, man... i started to feel really bad. I found pics of JP and I, It's been so long since we both were "real" borhters to each other. I loved the old days when we would be equal... i miss those days when we were little kids and all the really thought about was toys, food and sleep. I really miss those days man... I wish I could turn back time and change my life. I found pics of me playing soccer and I was such a fuckin kid. A pic of me when I started taking (of course my parents didn't know). I felt so guilty. I felt like killing myself... really... I was beginning to plan my funeral. I want this, I want that... but then... I thought... I don't really really really want that... thank you Hugs for snapping me out of my trance. If he didn't push me... i'd reach the part on "what will i look like?" Went back to looking at the pics...
I loved this one pic and i want to show it to the world. so, just click that link shit... (jules taught me!!! hahaha! nice one bro! I finally know how to do that thing...)
.........this is the picture. man... i smiled when i saw this pic. I don't remember when this pic was taken though. I was so small man!!! Left: Phillipe. Right: JP.
.............now this is a pic I miss. hahaha! I lost in this game.. I forgot that I was 17. I love my back.. it's the best! hahaha! I'm a loser.. I know. oh yah, I lost in that game. I remember.... I felt really bad because "the girls" were there and WE LOST! that sucked.
I'm cool.. chill... I'm mad because I was talking to my friend about something but I'm going to control my temper because if I don't.. I might just kill someone tonight. I don't think I want that to happen.
But I'll be lonely without you
And I'll need your love to see me through
Please believe me, my heart is in your hands
And I'll be missing you
Babe, I love you.
so... life could rock huh? I think my life rocks cos im in love... and i have good friends.... those two things make me happy... so, im okay.
Monday = JAM WITH THE BAND!!!! EVERYONE IS GONNA BE THERE!!!!!
I'm fuckin excited man! Pierre's house + M.O = FUN and.... ummm, pathetic-ness.
Our plans are set! okay, here..
we meet in pierre's house lunch time. we're gonna eat there! YES!!! PIERRE'S HOUSE FOOD!!! fuck, i could live there! the chicken rocks!
OUR LIST MAN:
- SWIM!
- Jam (Maximum Output returns)
- play xbox (HALO! gonna beat your asses!)
- soccer in the country club (maybe)
- eat like pigs
- water fight (NERF!)
- dodge ball!
- teach carms physics! (hahaha! this will be FUN)
- pretend play (man! this we HAVE to do! Haven't done this in a long time.. i miss doing that! I think our theme for tomorrow is star wars. YES!!!)
- skateboarding!
alright! I think im going to sleep now.... It's eleven and tomorrow is a BIG day. HOPE dad doesn't come back tomorow!