Jan 11, 2005 21:31
Well with the help of a few select people today, the day wasnt a terrible, horrible day. I got to school in the morning and i didnt get out right away then arthur opens my door and is like hey girl get out! and gave me a big hug. I *love* him! So i went to homeroom and 1st and i have both those with Nancy so we got to talk alot and she told me about her wild weekend lol and i told her about Matt :) Then I went to 2nd and that kinda sucked cause zach was in there and this kid sitting behind me was like yea they were talking mad shit about you yesturday and said all this stuff so i was like whatever and like GA says i just brushed it off...but it still kinda upset me cause it was him. and he pisses me off! so i went to 3rd tried to do my shit in compass...didnt get much done then it was time for band...fucking sucks. Went too Cuda Care and ate lunch with AFT made RAMEN(RAMON RAMAN) haha noodles (we always fight about how u say it) the water took forever to boil but we got it done. Talked to kate about the situation some zach wasnt there thank god! and GA made me laugh hardcore! Went outside with the kids and all 16 of them tackled me to the ground and i actually got grass stains they were pulling at me from every angle lol i was dying but there just so damn cute! they made me happy today :) I talked to Amanda Adkins for the first time today. She's really nice and she said her view about it all some. She's in CC now and me,stacey,her,GA,and chelly are all in 7th together its great we stole snacks from CC and brought them there "carrots and ranch dressing anyone?!" lol Me and GA formed a club and only we can be in it...unless u wanna screw up like us its SFU (sucks for us) cause well...it just sucks ass for us. I love aft sooo mcuh! they all freaking crack me up!! *Stacey*Ashley*Miranda*Georgia*Jamie* whoop! C/D rep!!! we like! cant hate ;) then i went to practice and it fucking sucked and the stupid drum cabinet ripped a hole in my pants and i was pissed. So me and tay decided were only going to 1 practice a week cause we hate it so absolutely much and it really is a waste of time. and mrs t is gonna fucking flip cause tay and brian arnt trying out for drumline next year. crazy! but there waaaay talented and they can def find something more constructive to do with it besides being in dumbass band. nuff said. the original is long gone and there is never gonna be any line like us! we rock! oh and my SEX texted me today and he said "i heard what happened everyones talking about it but i still love you!" it almost made me cry i love him sooo much! Went to CFA tonight to try to switch my schedule around but it was a neg! i was pissed but i got to see matt :) hes wonderful. and ALex was there! whooop! well thats about all...i hope tomorow is as good as today. :/ lets hope so...
hugs N kisses to all the people that still care about me!!!
shouts to AFT, Missy, Kate, Kristin ,and ofcourse Nancy!
TOny called me to last night and told me he still loves me and nothing could change that. that im his girl :) ilu to babe! * L & F* :)
im just kinda upset that your bringing so many people into it. Just know that i'll always remember the hurtful things you said. I know i screwed up. You dont have to make it worst....:/