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Well It's time to vent so if you don't want to read past this that's fine. Venting is what journals are for.
Hmm where to start... My husband is being a butthole. He wants me to get a different job because he thinks we're not making enough money. I think we are we just don't have a lot of spending money left over after bills and gas. I like working for my boss and I know that If I needed off and the drop of a hat he would work something out for me. What's happened is next week I'm only working 5 days instead of 6 and he thinks that we are going to be broke. BJ says I can do better, and of course I can but then I'm giving up time to be with Joedon. I'd probably have to find someone else to watch the baby. Who knows what kind of hours I would have. I like knowing how long I will work and who I'm working with. I have good co-workers. I'm just so pissed right now that he wants his way.
See for him it's ok to eat out every morning but I can't have $20 a week spending money to get a drink or whatever I might need or want. He spends that much in 2 days on breakfast. It's ok that when he goes out with his friend that he takes $50 to go bowling and then ends up getting $20 more out. but I can't go out to eat with a friend. And it's a friend that's a girl so he shouldn't be jealous! UGH!! OH and I spend too much money but what he gets is perfectly fine. To top it all off he wants to get a dog!!!! That'll cost more money. He wants to get an inside dog too. that's even more money. And for those who don't know, I'm not a big animal person. *throws hands up in the air* I give up.
*takes a deep breath* Ok I'm done. As much as I hate the things bj does I really do love him. Please don't get me wrong in saying how bad he is. He does have his good points.
ANyways the baby is waking up. much love!
Oh and if anybody has advice let me know
Hmm where to start... My husband is being a butthole. He wants me to get a different job because he thinks we're not making enough money. I think we are we just don't have a lot of spending money left over after bills and gas. I like working for my boss and I know that If I needed off and the drop of a hat he would work something out for me. What's happened is next week I'm only working 5 days instead of 6 and he thinks that we are going to be broke. BJ says I can do better, and of course I can but then I'm giving up time to be with Joedon. I'd probably have to find someone else to watch the baby. Who knows what kind of hours I would have. I like knowing how long I will work and who I'm working with. I have good co-workers. I'm just so pissed right now that he wants his way.
See for him it's ok to eat out every morning but I can't have $20 a week spending money to get a drink or whatever I might need or want. He spends that much in 2 days on breakfast. It's ok that when he goes out with his friend that he takes $50 to go bowling and then ends up getting $20 more out. but I can't go out to eat with a friend. And it's a friend that's a girl so he shouldn't be jealous! UGH!! OH and I spend too much money but what he gets is perfectly fine. To top it all off he wants to get a dog!!!! That'll cost more money. He wants to get an inside dog too. that's even more money. And for those who don't know, I'm not a big animal person. *throws hands up in the air* I give up.
*takes a deep breath* Ok I'm done. As much as I hate the things bj does I really do love him. Please don't get me wrong in saying how bad he is. He does have his good points.
ANyways the baby is waking up. much love!
Oh and if anybody has advice let me know