I love..

[drum_master]

I think its odd, being someone whom im not sure i can be, a big brother. like for instance, like two weeks ago, one of the little brothers, started crying cuz he missed the pops, and i let Josh know that i may not be dad but im here for all the kiddies. and then there is Zeb, hes the one that im most alike, and most different, hes just going through alot with out dad here and im trying to help him out, he likes to play video games, and he likes tv, the other day i bought sonic three, and weve played it everyday so far, since yesterday. then there are the girls, maddie its just dumb, but shes growing, shes a girl and shes crazy, evie is the families princess and she always will be, then there is crazy abbie, she the worst. she just runs around being retarded. she doesnt realize that dads gone.

but then there is me. i have steve, thats about it. my dads gone so he wont be able to tell me im being stupid, and give me the advice i need to have. then dave is gone so i dont have my closest friend to be stupid with, although me and steve get pretty retarded. but dave was my crutch yea i have issuses and he knows it, but dave would tell it to me straight. but lately there has been my older brother, whose going through money troubles, but i miss him hes always there to be my leader as it always was, but now hes got his graduation coming up and i honestly want him home, its hard enough without dad here but now hes gone too, and dave. its a lose lose situation, its rough

but god i love beinga big brother it keeps me on my feet.