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ok where to start
* i miss him <3
* he rox my sox!
* last night @ fanatics was fuN! yay...
today im feeling pretty down, i haven't talked to him. i miss him.. i haven't seen him =\ i wanna tell him how i feel but i'm afraid of his reaction. i know he just broke up with his x.. and i don't wanna be the rebound chick.. ya know i dunno.. im so confused.. could really use some good friends at the moment. I know he doesn't care about me like the way I do him. but the way he hugs me sometimes i just don't want to let go. *melts* i just want to hug him forever and it hurts me when he talks about other girls, but i can't say anything i just laugh along with him. i really want him in a NONSEXual way.. i want him emotionally .. i wanna share things with him. i think im in love with my best friend. how can that be? we're only friends! i never realized it until recently and now that I think about it I can't help myself. hes the "one" or so I think. =\ this so blows.. life sux... he sux.. lol
im out
xoxo
michelle
* i miss him <3
* he rox my sox!
* last night @ fanatics was fuN! yay...
today im feeling pretty down, i haven't talked to him. i miss him.. i haven't seen him =\ i wanna tell him how i feel but i'm afraid of his reaction. i know he just broke up with his x.. and i don't wanna be the rebound chick.. ya know i dunno.. im so confused.. could really use some good friends at the moment. I know he doesn't care about me like the way I do him. but the way he hugs me sometimes i just don't want to let go. *melts* i just want to hug him forever and it hurts me when he talks about other girls, but i can't say anything i just laugh along with him. i really want him in a NONSEXual way.. i want him emotionally .. i wanna share things with him. i think im in love with my best friend. how can that be? we're only friends! i never realized it until recently and now that I think about it I can't help myself. hes the "one" or so I think. =\ this so blows.. life sux... he sux.. lol
im out
xoxo
michelle